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loving imposter

by bobby blunders

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1.
I’m astonished and reeling i can't believe this feeling i'm trying, i'm trying, i'm trying trying to hold on but it keeps on coming on stronger and lingering on longer i just can't seem to shake it like some fever i can't sweat out i'm astonished and reeling i can't believe this feeling i'm trying, i'm trying, i'm trying trying to hold back i'll just keep on biting my tongue so not to smother you with praises cuz i don't wanna overwhelm you or make you think i'm an unmanageable situation i was just caught completely off guard... staggering tryna keep myself from falling down, down, down, down further into mystery i wish you would come with me plummeting further still
2.
ballad 03:23
if there's something you know go ahead and say so and if you want me to know just say so we don't have too much time but we've got so much to learn we get just enough time to speak and show lying here all but our love disappears lying here all but our love is destroyed (what a joy!) our flesh and limbs tussle in elation teeming with gladness to see their longing reach its source well it seems we've been to forever and back again we've seen everything no we haven't missed a thing sometimes its hard to believe that your still here with me after all we've been everywhere we've been everything
3.
lover, please draw near we've got secrets and warmth and effulgence to share is it not time we go beyond words and get down to our more pressing work? answer to this question: we're well aware that we've both been usurped by our true vocation so why the waiting? the hesitation? we're right here so if you can show me lover, i assure you i assure you i'm quick to learn since that serendipitous moment when i began to understand this dance we dance i can't stand or sit still trying to stay in step with your sinuous motion something about that rhythm keeps us pounding at the door pleading for more so why the waiting? the hesitation? we're right here why don't you show me lover, i assure you i assure you i'm quick to learn we've been waiting so long to be so near (more and more near) next to us the stars are but ephemeral dust next to us the moon herself might blush we can only be bashful for so long
4.
every time you sing there's an opening every time you sing there's an opening i keep seeing openings into the heart though i'm always tossed i keep seeing openings but here i am again tossed out again onto longing street every time i'm cold and almost dead her porchlight comes on i stumble through the door and disperse into her laughter nevermind that we'll soon be ejected to awake back into that bitter dream (separation) every time i'm cold and almost dead her porchlight comes on i stumble through the door and disperse into her laughter every time you sing there's an opening never mind that we'll soon be back out on longing street every time you sing there's an opening even here on longing street let me sing, let me sing even here from longing street let me pay dues with as much gladness and dignity as i can muster and then some carry on with as much gladness and dignity as i can muster and then some
5.
they say it's far away but i can smell it they say it's far away but i can taste it they say it's far away but i feel it come now into my arms it's something we can touch but we cannot hold it's something we can only behold i just wanna carry you like you carry me i just wanna hold you like you hold me they say it's far away but you and i bear witness they say it's far away but listen, you'll hear those bells ringing they say it's far away it's right here stay now in our arms (gotta keep on saying) stay now in our arms if only I'd known I'd known you all along if only I'd known I'd loved you all along  
6.
devotion 03:11
i lived for my parents until i lived for my children and for a few ambivalent days in between i lived for myself cursing the hours begging my lord "won't you please just let me see you" although i had known that we had already met i've song songs of trials and tribulations i've cried out in the name of jubilation but everyday i'm still withered by frustrations still i remain drunk with devotion if there's one thing i know i must be owned by devotion

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“loving imposter” was recorded at various studios in Long Beach, California between March 2014 and March 2016. It was engineered by J.P. Bendzinski with additional engineering from Jeff Lewis, Michael J. Salter, and Jesse Carzello. The artwork was created by Amaryllis DeJesus Moleski (www.amaryllisdejesusmoleski.com). Cover design was done by Michael J. Salter. Produced by Jesse Carzello and mixed by J.P. Bendzinski.

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released September 26, 2017

loving imposter personnel:

Tiffany Semoy Davy, Pastor AJ Freeman, Michael J. Salter, Jesse Carzello
with Christopher Lopez (drums), Brandon Eugene Owens (bass on tracks 1,2, and 6), J.P. Bendzinski (keys on tracks 1 and 2, sonic guidance throughout), Miguel Angel Vasquez (tonal assistance on tracks 4 and 5).

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bobby blunders started as a home recording project of Jesse Carzello (Free Moral Agents) in 2006. bobby blunders is now a live ensemble bringing their engaging, ecstatic experience to adventurous audiences everywhere and anywhere. The current band features vocalist/percussionist Pastor AJ Freeman, guitarist Michael J. Salter.
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